Top One New Year's Resolution goes: QUIT SMOKING NOW!!Oh, geez. I REALLY, REALLY NEED to stop or I'll be burning my lungs into friggin ashes... Waahhh!!
You see, I don't love smoking. I even don't like it. When people ask me why I smoke, I can't give them a damn good answer. It started when I was downright depressed and it became my "pondering buddy" in the middle of the night.
But really, there are times when I pull out that stick from the box -- puff it off, of course -- but I do not like it. Well, that usually happens in, like.. uhh.. an occasion of 1 out of five smoking scenario. *rolling eyes* Great!
So, anyways, why can't I seem to stop? Geez, I do NOT know.. But to give credit to me though, I have cut down from half a pack (sh*t) a day to three sticks consumption (woo-hoo!! clap clap clap!)... yeah! such feat for me...
I didn't know that friggin nicotine is habit-forming. (Well, yes, I knew but I did not believe it!) Now, I wanna quit but it has become a habit... arrgghhh... 
But I am slowly getting to accomplish my new year's resolution this early time of the year...It's just that the smell is so... and its booze is so... aaahhh!!! I've gotta stop contradicting myself...
I now need to rest my case... before my lips turn black (fortunately, it still has not!)
So there...
THE END. *crossing my fingers*
