I don't know where this obsession of wanting a baby came from. Wanting a baby, right now. And so when hiccups along the way happen, I am sucked into the big black hole of my own depression.
Having "trained" myself to look at the positive side of things for several months now, I try so hard to pull myself out of my psychosis. I have been through this intense manic-depressive state and I do not want to be a big black blob of gloom ever again.
So today, I tried to keep myself busy just to take my mind out of my funk.
So this is how my happy emerged today:
1. Got to spend time with my two awesome nieces (who I wanted to take home).
So -- talking about Jeremy. Jeremy has an extra chromosome resulting to Down Syndrome. He celebrated his 18th birthday with a wish -- to be like his dad, stay in a hotel and work.
It's so touching because not a lot of people actually appreciate their work. And here he is, the ever-vivacious Jeremy, with his granted wish -- baking pizza, cleaning tables, serving drinks to all the guests. Who would have wanted to celebrate their birthdays with this kind of wish?
3. Coffee and pastry from the husband to shoo the blues away. There's this fairly new neighborhood café in Saudi Arabia St., Better Living Subdivision, called "Bake & Brew", serving sandwiches, cupcakes and coffee, of course!
I am so caught up with what I want lately that I just keep on taking the other things in my life for granted.
So here's to living one day at a time, one positive thing at a time. The answer to all the maddening situation in our lives.
xx,
Corporate Junkie
