I watched Vanilla Sky yesterday with Pau (my housemate that looked like Uma, hehe)… One of those boring Sunday afternoons. It drove me crazy. I like it and I don’t. I like it because it was a lunatic, schizophrenic movie – something that interests me. I don’t like it because it makes you think and the conclusions you draw in your mind are just plainly depressing. Aargghh…
These are the things only lunatics could understand.
- “I’ll tell you in another life – when we are both cats.” -- Don't you just hate it when everything goes hanging and poof! -- this quote comes! What the...!? Noone ever proved reincarnation! Why just tell it to me now? Why tomorrow, why in another life? Because what you'll say might hurt me? Aww, gimme a break... yeah yeah, I know I am ranting. I just might hate this movie when I am already a cat... in another life. But as of the moment, I share its melodrama... Sigh!
- "I think she's the saddest girl to hold a martini." -- Well what do you want? I hold a Baileys or Mr. Johnnny Walker? I AM NOT SAD so quit it! *one fat tear coming up*
- "Do you remember what you told me once? That every passing minute is a another chance to turn it all around." -- Yes, like sixty seconds may just have to repair all the stupidities I've done.. You say it so perfectly, you !&*(@#^!!
- "Just remember, the sweet is never as sweet without the sour, and I know the sour." -- Sounds familiar. I remember someone telling me, "How would you appreciate perfection without mistakes?" which of course, sliced my idiot brain again. Am I supposed to make mistakes? That's just like dooming my perfection.. Aacckk!!!
- "My dreams are a cruel joke. They taunt me. Even in my dreams I'm an idiot... who knows he's about to wake up to reality. If I could only avoid sleep. But I can't. I try to tell myself what to dream. I try to dream that I am flying. Something free. It never works... " -- Dreams can turn out to be nightmares. Once again this bubble thought of a conversation: You can be everyone's dream. And yet, may be their nightmare too.. -- which gives me the idea... yes, maybe I am. Damn me.
