“You should continue writing.”
I have heard this from unexpected people who I
did not know spend some time with my blog. Funny how these encouragements come
from random contacts and never from people who supposedly knew everything about
you.
SUPPOSEDLY.
I have been undergoing some
invalidation and vindication phases for some time now. Invalidation because I
began to question myself, what I was worth, who I really was, what I want in my
life, who I fight for. All the things that I believed in literally is
collapsing in front of my eyes. I am on a cliffhanger. Every day, friends and
family try to pull me me up. There were times when I felt like I was a zombie –
a walking dead. And those were the days that people just carried me,
unexpectedly. I know then God indeed sends His angels.