I was browsing through the internet again when some quotes by the same writer stroke my dingbat of a brain into a trip with the Whooping Willow (ever read Harry Potter?!) and it kinda gave me an internal hemorrhage.
I have always been a lover of words. I read books, appreciate a lot about literature and all those stuff. I write a lot, pour out emotions on paper.. Well, actually blogging has made it easier because you are actually just doting on the keyboard. But if you really think about it, writing in paper is more bliss than you expect. Imagine poking the pen on its smooth surface.. You can scribble so hard until it tears itself into shmiggles when you are really angry or water it with your tears (after it dries, you'll see your teardrops and you would feel downright pathetic)...
Back to my being a lover of words...
Uhh... I find it amazing how some authors *author* statements that perfectly encapture all the exact emotions one person has as of the moment... Let me cite a lot of examples -- go on and lavish...
- "I want to cry. So badly. But, I'm tired of crying for loss. And, it seems never-ending. By now, you would think that I would be able to cope better with things, but I cannot. I'm screaming inside. On the outside, I'm calm, cool, and collected. Perhaps, that's the only thing I've been able to perfect over the years. The act as if it's all okie."~Louise Sybing
Well, well, well. What do we have here? I thought that I was the only pretender in this world - trying to act that everything is goofy.. hah! What comes around, goes around, morons! You can't be happy in all aspect of your life... Check that out! As for me, I am happy with my work - but I friggin miss home, I am still searching myself... and I think I will die young... ultimate dingbat moves #1.
- "Nothing ever really goes back to normal, does it? Something bad happens, and we say that in time things will be back to normal. But, it never really does. We move on, but inside, we've changed a bit. Sometimes a bit more optimistic. Sometimes a bit more cynical. Most of the time, rushing to just be the sane, strong person, everyone knows you for. And, by doing that, we just throw our emotions away in a small little corner of our mind and don't think anything of it again."~Louise Sybing
Hah! Captured in perfect harmony of the words. Lemme see... where do I belong -- a lot more cynical I guess... But wait a minute... "Throw our emotions in a small little corner..." No way, jose! No way... Not me!
- "And for that, she laughed. She laughed because there was nothing else she could do. So, she sat on her bed and pretended like nothing happened. Left alone with her thoughts and the thought that things would be fine... one day..."~Louise Sybing
For this third time, she is guessing my mind.. Holy shenanigans! What are you Louise Sybing?! A psychic? You.. YOU... *sigh*... you great capturer of emotions... aack! Maybe she is my soulmate.. OMG... i hope that she does not suffer as much as i did and do... but by the way she is writing all these... hmm...
- "There's something beautiful in the falling grace of a falling star."~Louise Sybing
This one I cannot take... I can't continue this.. This girl exists in the same parallel universe as I am... Maybe not quite an oxymoron like me but still... I will share my own thoughts about this quote on my next blog... it struck me like hell... Ciao!
